Monday, February 1, 2010

dear

I used to write letters all the time.
Sometimes, words carry more than your smile, your hand gesture, and your kiss.
I would seal everything tightly in an envelope,
and it would travel through many hands and many places
until you hold them tightly with your hands.
Sometimes, your eyes see more than ink and lines and wrinkled paper.
It's nice to know that we are on a same page.

Ringo

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

dedication

when I'm happy I can't write
but if I could write a book about things I see and think and feel these days
I would dedicate the book to you

for your twinkling eyes and warm hands,

ringo

Thursday, January 21, 2010

"new batteries in the flashlight in the emergency kit in the hall closet"

very often the knowledge of love is all we want.
and very often i catch a glimpse of all of the different spices in the pantry as i'm looking for the salt.

and i think,
good.
-n

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Newton's third law of (e)motion

3. Whenever a first body exerts a force F on a second body, the second body exerts a force −F on the first body. F and −F are equal in magnitude and opposite in direction.

one. I had hiccups
one. My friend told me that it means someone is thinking about me, and it'll go away if I think of that someone at the same time
one. I thought about that one time when you and I held hands but didn't kiss
one. It went away
one. I wished for more hiccups

Ringo

Saturday, January 2, 2010

s.o.s

winter, oh the winter is withering away,
the air, the shiver, the heart, the weight of the sunlight too, good-bye.

but the sun, the moon, everything that twinkles,
still there, where you can touch if you try to reach,
sometimes like a hundred miles away, other times, like you can hear its heartbeat if you hold your breath,

lost, away from everything substantial
but my star will come and find me, so save twinkling tears in myself,
that's the little secret of the stars,
the brightest star is the saddest star.

still remember the password?
and how much light and weight you have to say it with?
even in the dark, that might make you wonder if you went blind,
emitting blue light, vowels and consonants that my mouth spit out
to the sky, up, and up, pass the atmosphere, dancing slowly
drawing the curtain of aurora australis,

someday,
I won't have to swallow any fireflies
or wait for the hopeless signal with my antenna flying high in the air,
or be fidgety at a sight of a shooting star, wondering if it could be mine.

tears I had to swallow,
that thing that climbed up to my waist,
I will sprinkle, sprinkle, all over the place, flying higher and higher,

that humidity, could be a welcome rain to someone, it's a wishful thinking,
with a light and fluffy heart,
this darkness, this air, this gravity too, good-bye.

Ringo

Saturday, December 12, 2009

warm and powerful


crying like cats and dogs
heart like twinkling stars

low frequency, but from the roots of my heart,
things I see before tears blind my eyes, the way my heart beats when I'm having a good dream, soaking wet brain after reading a sad book, cruelty like that of a child,
pieces of what I see and hear
I want to send these kind of things

antenna up in the sky,





The next song is by Fionn Regan.

Ringo

Thursday, December 10, 2009

two hours

i don't think the first two boyfriends that i said "i love you" to, knew that i was intoxicated and would have waited at least another two months before soberly admitting it.
have you ever lied about being "in love"?
i have.
have you ever lied about loving someone?
i've done that too.
though i know just because you aren't in love now, doesn't mean that feeling never existed.
but i am quite sure it wasn't real, just the closest thing to it.

kind of like driving over roadkill that you didn't kill.
you still flinch.
-N